Nodes.

Well, not quite. But about three months ago, I came home from work feeling icky.  My roommate commented that my neck looked swollen.  I checked in the mirror and I found a nice big lump near the base of my neck.  That lump threw me into a series of terrifying events involving blood work, an ultrasound, a fine needle biopsy, and countless exams.

Finally, an ENT pulled me into her office to explain that I have a Thyroid Nodule in my neck that is about the size of a marble (2.5cm round for you medical nerds). While the biopsy came back as OKAY, apparently the tissue in my nodule is a mixture of solid/fluid tissue.  This is concerning to doctors because it has the potential to become cancerous and cannot be identified until removed and picked apart by a pathologist.  This doctor cold-heartedly told me in a matter of seconds that I needed surgery.

What. Okay guys I'm literally the biggest medical chicken.  All the needlework was nearly enough to throw me over the edge...and now I need surgery? C'mon body!!!!

So, I went to get a "second opinion" especially because I wasn't so sure about getting this thing taken out right before my wedding....

The next surgeon told me almost the same thing but with a lot more feeling and a later surgery date which is... tomorrow.  Yeah okay I'm freaking out and attempting to avoid thinking- like by making myself a giant pan of brownies.

In case you're still interested, here is what is going to happen:

Thyroid Lobectomy:
    Surgery in the hospital performed under general anesthesia
    Lasts about 1-4 hours with a week recovery time
    The half of my thyroid with the nodule on it will be removed
    Nodule sent to pathology for analysis
    If cancerous: other half of thyroid removed
    If not: done!!!

I'm praying that it's just the half but through multiple prayers I know that whatever happens I am going to be okay.  I have actually felt a calm, which is weird for me.  At this point I'm mostly ready to get rid of this lump in my throat-feeling and whatever other side-affects I've been experiencing.


Anyways if it crosses your mind at all send some prayers my way.  I'll update you all as soon as I'm not trippin on pain-meds.

<33 Amanda
   

Comments

  1. UnknownJuly 24, 2013 at 9:31 PM

    We will definitely keep you in our prayers! Keep us updated, okay?

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  2. glodixonJuly 25, 2013 at 10:22 AM

    Always in my prayers and in my heart!!!! Love you.

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