Hiatus

It has been too long since I've poured my soul into a blog post.  It isn't that I have nothing to say; I've actually started several posts, but alas they sit as drafts forever doomed to silence on my dashboard.

The truth is, I feel as though my trials must be borne quietly.  I am scared that my hardships are too minimal compared to what many others must undergo.  I am scared that I will come across as dramatic.  I am scared that you won't understand.

I suppress my feelings inside of me.  They eat away at my brain and claw at my throat trying to get out.  I lock the door and vow myself to bear all things on my own.  I will myself to be strong because I know I am.  Yet every so often, you will see my facade slip and my darkest nightmares flash across my tired eyes.

I whisper: I am strong, I am strong, I am strong.




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